The remembrance of things past, the examination of things present, the postulation of things to come, in both fantasy, reality, and fear. A contemplation of so many things in words, an intimate rant of silly things, observations of a world that is changing too fast, and i'm being left behind.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Expecto snotum! ( a new spell to disarm congestion)
After a 12 hour trip from Banff, Canada, I came home congested, famished, and disgruntled. The minute the plane landed, I felt the sinking feeling of hopelessness and loneliness that has peppered my time in Rochester. The airport was desolate, a monochromatic landscape of gray- closed restaurants, bathrooms under construction, and cleaning people on duty. We waited for a taxi for ages, the cool wind reminding us of places we've been and people we've seen. As we rode in the backseat of the cab, we passed dilapidated houses with metal fences surrounding them, and the occasional teenager on the prowl. Goodbye mountains, goodbye trees, goodbye earth. I have returned to the concrete industrial jungle of despair and darkness, but I must breathe in the hope that I have experienced. While my windows look on the broken asphalt of desolate parking lots, I imagine a beautiful view of trees and elk, or geese and grass. These are the things I must do now. The glittering darkness threatens me, and the city sucks the happiness from me, like Harry Potter's dementors. But I can be strong, and remember what I've seen, what I know is waiting for me, if not tomorrow, then the next day or the next. I will not fall prey to the darkness that so quickly threatens me, and I will triumph.
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3 comments:
Those thoughts/feelings sound familiar. But hey! Only one more year! And seriously, we can do it, together! Don't let Rochester get you down. Or at least, don't let it get you down BEFORE the weather gets crappy.
Kayleigh, what a beautiful post! i so much appreciate that you have been able to recognize some redeeming aspects of Rochester (above posting) and very much enjoy the harry potter reference in your title of this one. see you soon(ish)--i'll be in touch about travel plans soon.
hmm, i felt exactly the same way aftern arriving in LA from banff . . .
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